Sitting outside work

Because I'm to nervous to go in.
I thought this would be better not worse! It is exactly how I felt when I started hlc, and I've not decided how much I like it yet. Its more intense and stressful. But the people are friendlier.
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Hiya blog!

Long time no see!
Right now it's the awkward waiting for a call after a job interview. I hate this so much! The interview went well and the interviewer liked me and said it was looking good for me and I'd hear the next day.
I didn't.
So now I'm thinking... Probably didn't get the job. Fuck. Work tomorrow at the leisure centre will be awkward. 'Yeah I hate working with you all, but I didn't get the job so I'm stuck'
Can you imagine? Hate my life. Just got to pray they're just too busy or something like that and they're secretly dying to give me the job. Wishful thinking.

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The awkward moment

When your eating lunch in your car and chi girls pull up next to in a brand new car all gossipy with their posh deep voices.
Makes me wanna die

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Literally cannot remember the last time I did one of these.

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?None ;) Nothing cheeky like, I'm just in my pyjamas. 

2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?Genuinely nothing. It is blank. 

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?Watching the tellybox, FB nothing of any importance. 

4. Honestly, what did you do today?

Went to college, finished reading my book, bought a new car, saw my gorgeous boyfriend and then chilled out for the evening. Oh and Eastenders: it has become the highlight of my evening.
5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?

I'd like to think that I am pretty, yes. Not quite gorgeous or anything but attractive enough. 

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?

Not that I'm aware of. 

7. Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?Rarely, perhaps I should make more time to?

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?Nope, got no reason to be jealous. 

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?My super, mega, sexy, gorgeous, funny boyfriend ;)

Also, ma kenyon. <3

10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?Noo, used to obsessively but now I love painting them too much to destroy!

11. Honestly, what is your mood right now?Content. Nothingness really but just merry enough. 

12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?Nope, i lurrrvevveee ma food.

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?I want to see my Steve every minute. I know this is starting to sound mega cheesy. 

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?Nope. 

16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?

Nope.

17. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?Steeevvee

18. Honestly, are you loyal?Yes :)

19. Honestly, are you in denial?Nope. Although, now it sounds like I am. 

20. Honestly, wouldn’t you rather be having sex right now?Maybe ;)

21. Honestly, who is your best friend?Steven / Kenyon

22. Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol?I wish that I hadn't. It's not embarrassing until the next day. 

23. Honestly, do you like someone?Obv.

24. Honestly, does anyone like you?Everyone. 

25. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?Yes :)

26. Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?

Yes

NAILS!

i wish i could do this <3

Herrro

I love kenyaaaaaaa
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All You Need Is Love

I'd like to thank my beautiful boyfriend for being there to give me cuddle in my hour of need.

I love you.

And to all the beautiful people who showed concern.

I love you all.

That's you my Kenyan <3